Doubt My Doubts

Two AM, the house asleep

Another question cuts in deep

I read one page, then twenty more

Less certain than I was before

Funny how a passing thought

Can put my whole life on the spot

I question all I thought I knew

But never ask if fear is true

I'm gonna doubt my doubts

Before I walk away

I haven't found my answers

But I've still got reasons to stay

Jesus, I remember

How You held me through the night

Why would I trust the darkness

To tell me there's no light

I think about that kitchen floor

When I could not take one thing more

No sudden cure, no grand display

Just strength enough to face the day

That doesn't answer every why

Or mean the hard days passed me by

But I won't let what's still unclear

Erase the ways You met me here

I'm gonna doubt my doubts

Before I walk away

I haven't found my answers

But I've still got reasons to stay

Jesus, I remember

How You held me through the night

Why would I trust the darkness

To tell me there's no light

I'll bring the questions I hold tight

I don't have to solve them all tonight

I'm reaching out with faith and fear

Jesus, meet me while I'm here

I'm gonna doubt my doubts

Before I walk away

I haven't found my answers

But I've still got reasons to stay

I'm gonna doubt my doubts

Before I walk away

I haven't found my answers

But I've still got reasons to stay

Jesus, I remember

How You held me through the night

Why would I trust the darkness

To tell me there's no light

I haven't found my answers

But I've still got reasons to stay